Month: October 2021

End of September life update

Reading Time: 4 minutes rushing to the art school, back to my apartment calves on fire redefining what community is, again and again feeling emotions beyond stress(!!!!), almost to the point that it’s scary where no one else can embrace you, the wall with your memories and your work offers respite — like, in material form, all the people you love embrace you in memory swaying on the sticky floor of the Orville Peck show, where some dudes in front of you offered a better spot because he spilled beer all over himself watching said dude ask the girl next to you if she wanted to dance, and watching him get rejected as she replied “i’m gay” at a thousand decibels comcast support agent randomly pasting in SufjanStevens at the end of ur convo in the midst of a crowd of late 20s gays/theys on the state house, back after years, taking in insane experimental sets checking 5 beers off their draft selection in one night, all but 2 tasted terrible; beer is still pretty good though 5-hour long …